Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana
You couldn’t bear to hear it
You can’t handle what I have cooped up deep down for you.
I’ve never experimented with cocaine, but I imagine it feels similar to how I feel at this moment. Perhaps speed? I don’t know. I didn’t sleep much last night. I should be exhausted. I’ve been going at it all day long.
On another note, I’m questioning my happiness. Of course my ego wants me to believe that the increase in joy I’ve been experiencing comes from within, but I don’t quite buy it. A couple of nights ago I was sharing my happiness with a coworker and he replied with, “Who is making you smile?” That is the moment I began to challenge this extreme bliss I’ve been feeling for the past week or so.
Is that silly? Should I simply be satisfied with this joy? Is it stupid and pointless for me to try to figure out where it stems from?
He is blonde and pretty. He is calm and foreign to me. I dig it.
Love yet hate the way I feel when I’m around him. I honestly want it to stop. I don’t want to deal with these emotions and lust.
A woman discovers her boyfriend’s terrible laundry secret
wasn’t expecting that
IT’S BACK IT’S BACK
I’M SO DONE
What the actual fuck did I just watch?
I’m not sure what I was expecting
Oh thank god, I thought this had been lost in the bowels of the internet forever.